bitter sweet nothings.

fyi:im down and am-not-in-the-mood feelin now.but im boreed.so bear with me this post may be almost half dead.

so my weekend happenings just passed by with the wind.partying at mos last fri was kinda good catch up with classmates to see how are they doing and how much they have change etc.hmmm.well,pretty much the same.seems fine and good to go.the "outsiders" willie and 2/3 sistas were present too.we had a hell lotsa fun.drank and got to the dancefloor.music was great.sweeeeet.everyone,very quickly got to the high mode.i danced like there was no tomorrow.was really enjoying the music.took pictures in between intervals.snap snap!then i received a sms from fiona that qi wen was drunk.outside coffee club.informed lionel and we went to check it out.yea as expected.that exact same pose from qw everytime he got really drunk.gosh.wad was he tinkin.smoking 6 cigs at one go.and drinkin like u own the world.BLEAH!puke crap was what happened to him.hows the feelin?ask qw "the man".was there for him almost the whole time.i diden had much dance in the end.but it was almost enough.could have ask for more but nah.e drunkards roy,sherman n qw had to leave mos.cant possibly leave them there lying around(the X sign) and have our fun.so some went home and some to lionel's.but in my head i knew i din hit the climax yet.see you next month mos.u'll be missed.slept over at lionel's crib.got really tired.lionel offered to get milo.very nice of him.while waiting i fell asleep.bout 10 mins later he was back with the packets of milo.wow.iced milo.very nice of you,lionel.really.coulden finish my milo put it together with joy's empty packet(ice only) at the shelf beside lionel's bed.say 45 mins later,this is it."morning call".had to go.woke up to find that the ice had melted and spelt on the side board.had to clear up the mess.use the towel we used earlier to bathe and wiped it.no idea where to place the-already-stained towel.so went all the way down tinkin i could give it his maid but his step mum caught me feelin lost instead.maluating.den i remembered i still have some unfinished job to do.big business.went back to sleep for bout another 2 hours and funny how i started to think while i was sleepin,(maybe i wasnt really sleepin the entire time)that im in lionel's oversize clothes.(big tee and shorts) crap,how am i suppose to go home.i cant possibly wear back the dress.is really filled with smoked smell.my parents are going to question me and ground me.is a DO OR DIE situation.i'll go for the "do" of course.went home with lionel's clothes and took a cab home.imagine me carryin a LV bag wearing pumps and lionel's clothes.really "hip" combination huh.applause to my courage cox i reach home successfully and safely(:

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY LIONEL clang!!!!![thanks for the free admission and drinks! more please the next time(:!]




crush

crush

crush

1

2

3

4

rock

and

roll

baby

ela

ela

elavator

shawty

get

loose

bam!

how time flies.REALLY.

guess i wun be bloggin for the next few days.will be out till quite late.ciaos! watched stomped the yard on sunday.now the whole movie scene and music is in my head now.GAWD!totally kick ass man.

WALK IT OUT

LIKE THIS

KAYAKING.IM TAKING IT!


take me to the candy shop(:

surprise?surprise not?

25.04.08

1/3 sista got booked out for the first time of his army days.haha.our initial plan to suprise cs was preetty much a success?hmmm.at least he was happy and well,yea shocked too.thanks for jh help too.

SO we went to watch forbidden kingdom and it jolly well errr....sucks.kinda overrated.like the east meets west kinda thing.not up to standard.trying to squeeze into the hollywood industry.nah is a no no.nice try whoever directed that.

after movie,as usual we went to the balcony to drink.nice layout and everything but ambience wasnt really there.no live band.but hp.turn off.but well we enjoyed each other company.yea really(:


2/3

i know your're botak but im not any better.don try to pluck my hair.please.

she tinks she got black hair and she's beautiful.i beg to defer.haha

yeah he's botak

is it freaky?

alright la.i tink he's looks better(:

3/3

stop laughin at my balding):

best bud(:

-------

ol' man

groupie(:


enjoy your army days cs.

incomplete in a way.

i was expecting for that,hopeful,excited and all i got was nothing but sheer disappointment.

dat sucks.

so whatever.is over.

here's my 19th:




BLEAH!

my pretty mum and the not-so-glam-one

boosh

while waiting for the food,my bro made a smiley wasabi (:

so longgggg.........

snapshot

finally dad's food...

mum's

sis's

bro's

and mine(:

" prize presentation"

a prize comes with a kiss.muack!

ladies...

i love them(:

wonder wad's my sis lookin at...

she's having a hard time to light up

but yea, thanks sista(:

speechless.emotions just another way of expressing.

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

:D

Thanks everyone who cares(:

i'll forgive you cox i cant bear to.

......

all but one.
the unexpected vs the expected
the clock strikes 12am in a few mins time.











im still hoping.


thanks for those who wished me.appreciated(:

my strength drifting away?

contradicting.

a waste of time?

waste of money?

lost of hope?

losing grip?

still hanging on?

or to carry on?

no idea what the freak im thinking.been tellin myself izzit pointless.running into many path of dead ends.or will he open the way for me?

yesterday while i was thinkin.i burn a lil hole in my pocket.just hope it wun go to waste.

update #1:cs booking out on friday kinda lookin forward.hope nothing crops up.
update #2:going for my soccer trail later!excited to share my interest w the rest.not aquire any skills yet though.haha.haha.
update #3:my cliques has already started bitching.haha.more to come i guess.
update#4:I SAW HIM AGAIN today(((:


LOVES!