in denile?

im thinkin quite abit recently.but is something that keeps me occupied.so is good.been thinkin bout the thing i kept but then i cant let it out.and i don wish to cause any problem?people been tellin me this and that and i know i should do this and not what not to do.

anyway wanted to catch baybeats with abel ytd but then i don really like hanging out with one of his friends then it kinda turns me off.so change of plans i went out with sd in the end.it was fine i guess?no embarassing moments or wierd situations.not much of a silent moment too.so we spent the outing quite well.and we talk quite abit.and he effortlessly tried to psycho me to watch a cartoon movie,we finally settled on wall-e.well,it wasnt so bad afterall.touching,sweet,funny?not really.and we saw the chocolate F1 racer.YA and i lost my camera and the battery.im sad.so sad!so sad sad!and as expected,my stomach wasnt feeling very good.i think i had gastric.went home and ate porridge and i felt much better.my day really ended uber fast ytd?like for a moment i thought it was a friday.then the fatigue slowly fades in.was fallin asleep while watching the arsenal match.

and so i was late for church today.went for the youth one instead.
gonna have a one on one talk with pastor on thursday.like totally OMG?!?!